We went up to visit my brother and his family this weekend, since I hadn't seen them since January. The little ones have grown so much!! Kylie-Jo, just over a year old now, is walking around like a wild child and has quite the attitude. Konner, who just turned three this weekend, is getting so big!! That's him curled up next to me-- he was so excited to see me. And Korey is almost six and is just so smart. We went to his kindergarten choir concert on Thursday night... so adorable!!!
I love these children so much!! I have to admit that they often make me double-think my vocation... but in a good way, I think. I really would love to have children. I love children. And I want to be a mom. But I think that's healthy. And frankly, it's a good reminder that I am sacrificing something to become a religious sister. Most things don't seem much like a sacrifice to me... at least not yet... but this definitely is a sacrifice.
Yet, despite how much my desire for children increases... I still know, in such a definite sense, that my vocation is to the consecrated life. Thanks be to God.
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